00 - in youth - unsettled, angry - here, for the first time, I found hope - never knew what to make of it, what to do about it - stayed with me - now in old age - thought - begin with the concept of will, as did Kant - yet might better take my guidance from Aristotle - seem to recognize a home, a world in which I belong - one that was made with a thinking, knowing intentionality - well settled, firmly determined - my reflections cannot stray far from this, the basis of my hope - that here I might find what I lack - so I begin with the concept of will \ Copyright © 2025 Michael Allan.